This is my fresh start. I'm done focusing on being a stick person. Yes, I still want to be thin and beautiful, but I want to be delicate not sickly. There is a person that I want to be, and I want to be her so desperately that it hurts. The thing is, I don't just want to look like her, I want to be her, inside and out. I'm finished with the charade, of painting on a face every day and trying to keep it from washing off. This is me and my attempt at not wearing a mask of that person. This is me and my attempt to just be that person.